I Was One of the Fortunate Ones, I Think.
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I Was One of the Fortunate Ones, I Think.
I’m an optimist, and maybe that’s why I’m here. But it could
have bothered me a lot, but I actually didn’t let it. Mainly, I
occupied myself with my work, but for a couple of years after I
came back it was difficult because for about six months you
know, nightmares were there. I’m sure the rest of them had the
same thing. But I think, gradually you, you get over it. And of
course, we didn’t have the counselling that the kids have now.
Somebody gets killed out of school they have counselling right
away and they’re all set, but our counselling was our own way.
If you wanted to get on your own two feet you just said, “Well,
that’s it.” And you pushed everything to the background and
occupied yourself with the present. But that’s what we had to do.
I used to be so sick that I couldn’t, it was difficult to get up
to go to work and that’s a fact. But I used to get up and go
anyway. Didn’t make any difference how I felt. I thought, “Well,
if I want a job, I’ve got to go” and I used to go. And I
managed, and even now I have ailments. I have a heart condition
just from being in Hong Kong and I can’t get a bypass simply
because my arteries are too far gone. They’re deteriorated to
the point where they can’t tie into them, so the doctor said
that’s it. And I’ve been living that way for 12 years now. I was
one of the fortunate ones, I think, because I . . . staying in
the service actually, I had a routine, and I was, I had to do.
That was it. So I think that kept me going. Personally, that’s
my own personal observation. And, of course, I had a family to
bring up. And my responsibility was to them,
and I did the best I could by them, so, I think
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