I hit the water.
But fortunately it was rather calm,
just mild little waves, nothing to speak of.
I have no recollection, it was October,
I have no recollection of being cold or anything,
I just plunged into the water,
it was a long way down but the parachute,
just enough breeze for the parachute to pull
me up again to the surface and
drag me along and I had been holding
the harness straps and that’s what,
you’re not supposed to do that because
you could get tangled in them but
when you’re doing it for the first time,
you don’t feel secure so you’re trying to
hold the straps because actually
you’re holding it up, by this time they peeled
around up the back and they’re holding you by
your shoulders, that’s the attachment point at
that point and you hold it a little higher
just out of, I guess fear is the word
I am searching for. And I reached down and
pulled the block that would release
the parachute and I broke it and the
parachute came away.
Then I just, oh, sank. I had foolishly
taken the kapok,
inside the Mae West beside
the bladder that’s there that inflated
was kapok, sort of floating stuff, you know,
stuff that had buoyancy by itself,
quite bulky and I had taken that out and
then it was so hard and I was so tired too.
We didn’t have much to eat there
as I told you, I was so weak,
I had been there for months.
And I thought at one point I thought,
oh this seems alright, why not let it go,
you know, I’m so tired.
And I thought, you know,
well my mother and father would
be very disappointed and I had,
so I have one last go. So I kicked,
oh with everything in it I kicked,
I kicked and I got to the top.
For some lucky reason I was able to get
all the water out in one spirt and
I took a huge, got one marvellous
deep breath and I went down,
then I went down like a stone again.
And by the way, by this time the
little CO2 valve didn’t,
bottle to inflate this thing didn’t work,
that’s because I had taken the
kapok out and didn’t provide the
support but I didn’t know this.
Anyway I had dropped the tube,
you could do it by mouth too,
and I had dropped that already and
as I went down I was blowing into it,
every last ounce, just emptied my
lungs into it, thinking if this doesn’t work,
nothing will, and the water level came up,
just about to my eyes and my nose so
I got another breath and topped the
Mae West up and then it was full.
There was a man in this little boat,
he was fishing.
He was in khaki drill,
turned out he was a policeman.
He was out fishing but his boat was so
small I knew I couldn’t get into it,
couldn’t possibly, it was tiny, except for one.
Anyway he was standing up and
he was using one oar as a paddle backing the
transom of the boat up to me and I was afraid,
you see, they used to, the Maltese used to club
people that came down.
They didn’t like the Germans and so I said,
I said to this guy in the boat,
I said, “I’m British.” I didn’t say I’m Canadian,
I thought they probably know British
more in Malta than Canadian
so I said I’m British.
He said, “I know, I saw you come down.”
He backed the transom up to me
and I grabbed it.