I can’t even imagine the concussion that
Paul Kinotts received and Junior received
from the impact of that explosion in the
inside of that vehicle. I was on the outside and
got knocked down so I mean those poor guys,
you know, their heads are just like rattled
being in there. Paul Kinotts jumped out the
other side for good reason,
still alive and lucky being encased in that.
I opened up the passenger door and rounds
were cooking off on the inside and going
off like a popcorn machine and I didn’t
want to get into the vehicle right?
I had my rifle and I had put it up onto the seat
and I just remember trying to stay as low as
I could and I had to engage the brake to get
the shifter to go into drive and I remember
the passenger door opening up and one
of the other master corporals,
Alden yelled at me, he said,
“Fitzy just hit the gas and I’ll grab the wheel!”
So he reached across from the passenger side
and pulled the wheel as I hit the gas on the
driver’s side and as he did that the vehicle rolled
into a tree which stopped the vehicle.
Looking back on it now I am very lucky that
that tree was there because if it wasn’t the
vehicle would have ended up rolling on top
of Alden and trapping him under the vehicle
and that would, he would have been done.
So from there, I yelled across to Chris,
I said, “Chris, get anybody out from
behind the vehicle.” And I jumped into the
passenger vehicle or into the driver’s seat
and I literally was trying to get as small
as I could but with all of the gear on that we
were wearing it was like I wasn’t getting any
smaller than I could and everything
happened so fast I just put the vehicle in reverse,
backed it up a few feet and then put it into
drive and as I was going forward just angling
it over to the ditch and just kind of stepped
out and the vehicle rolled over.
I got out and I was like, okay and I realized
that I didn’t have my weapon with me.
And I was like, “Where’s my gun?
Where’s my gun?”
And I literally started panicking.
And I can equate it like oh my god I forgot
to get dressed and I’m at the 50 yard line
at the Super Bowl right now,
like I need clothes right now, right?
But I’m in the middle of a fire fight
and I need my weapon.
And again Chris chimed in and he said,
“Fitzy, there’s an extra one at the back vehicle!”
So I went or sorry in my train of thought
process I remember jumping on to the door of
the vehicle that I just put into the ditch and
trying to open up the door like the weight
of those doors. I mean with the armament
on them, they’re heavy.
I mean extremely heavy.
And I went to open it up and my platoon
commander grabbed me by the back
and ripped me off of there.
He said, “Get off of there!” I said,
“I need a gun sir, I need my weapon!”
So Alden said,
“Fitzy, there’s one at the back vehicle!”
So I went tearing down there and
opened up the door and it was almost like
a movie scene how this happened.
One of the guys was up at the back in
the turret and I opened up the door and
just on the top of his foot he had the rifle
where the slip ring is on the rifle and he
kind of kicked it up and I grabbed it.
So it was kind of neat like, you know,
that macho like yah! I felt so much
better once I had that
weapon back in my hands and
I was able to carry on.
But, you know, that was my mistake.
That weapon should have been attached to
my person and it never left me again after that.
Just seeing the pictures and aftermath of that
because they went back in the next day
after that and just the pictures of that.
And I don’t know how our interpreter or
Paul made it out. I don’t know how any
of us didn’t, why there wasn’t more casualties
that day in all of that, that fog of war I guess
you could say like I just don’t understand
how a lot of us came out of there without
losing more lives or limbs. We forced through
and we ended up getting to where we were.