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A Walking Target

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As a peacekeeper you have to be out in the open all the time. So as a peacekeeper you are a walking target. And you have that mind set and you accept it, and it’s important to show the blue. It’s important to show the colours all the time. So you can’t do your job as a peacekeeper and hide inside your vehicle. You can’t do your job as a peacekeeper and hide and be hidden. You have to be out there all the time and you have to be the one that’s willing to step in front of civilians and take a bullet if need be. You’re there to protect these people. So you know, all this war fighting training and then switch into the peacekeeper mode was kind of strange at times and I actually had to call home one day from the PTT building where General MacKenzie had the headquarters element because I was, I had to organize getting back to the States where my wife was at the time. So I had the opportunity to make a phone call from Sarajevo and back then I mean in this day and age you’ve got internet, you’ve got satellite phones. We didn’t talk to our families sometimes for three or for weeks on end because we just did not have access. More often than not, we would use civilian pay phones to call home to Germany to talk to our loved ones, but in Sarajevo that was absolutely impossible. And so I had to go to the headquarters building to make a phone call home and I was talking to my wife, organizing flights when my leave cause I was actually going to go on my home location leave from Sarajevo, and then all these mortars came coming in around our building and artillery started to come down. And I was talking to my wife, she could hear the explosions and my dad says, “holy shit”, from the livingroom because it’s a live feed on CNN. He’s watching artillery rounds coming in to Sarajevo and I’m in one of the buildings, and I’m talking to my wife and then the line goes dead. And for the next week or until I got a chance to call her back, she had no idea what in the hell was going on. I mean thankfully everything was okay cause that was common place, but for my family I think for them they feared for my life much, much more than I am because I know what’s going on in the surroundings. I know that everything is going to be okay but for them to watch this building getting mortared that I’m making a phone call from, they have no idea if I was going to be alive or dead...you know?

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