Interviewer: During the late 1930s the situation
in Europe had deteriorated.
Yes.
Interviewer: Do you remember that time
and what you heard on radio and by newspaper?
Oh, I was closer to the scene. I worked on a Norwegian
freighter and finally we got to England and I went broke
trying to become an actor, and then I was a cub reporter
for The Daily Mirror and then I got onto the theatre and
I was in the Repertory Company in the Royal, at the
Royal Theatre, a well known theatre, in Margate, on the
third of September when Chamberlain announced the war,
and I... So I'd had two years in England and knew that war
was coming, everybody knew it was coming. Some people
feared it and some people were excited about the prospect,
quite frankly. I, I was very upset and it was only because I,
I was still a pacifist, strongly anti-war, believing that there
were other ways of avoiding, resolving problems between
nations, and I didn't fully appreciate what Hitler was doing,
what Naziism meant. I didn't know what dangers we were
running into with the appeasement policy of Chamberlain
until I met an escapee, a Jewish woman who was very poor,
lived in the same place I did and taught German to make a living.
And then I interviewed, for The Chronicle newspaper, a refugee
camp in, in Kent, all refugees from Austria and Germany and
they opened my eyes about what was happening and then I
and my pal, who was also a reporter, who was also a pacifist,
we both decided there was no, no alternative. We'd gone too far.
We had to stop this evil that was spreading around Europe.
And so I converted. It was difficult but I became, then,
a militant in so far as war was concerned, knowing war
was going to develop. I got an application from the RAF.
I couldn't bear to... What am I doing, I'm talking far too much.
Interviewer: No, you're not at all.
I really am. I didn't like the idea of killing people. It just
revolted me so what was I going to do? I was going to
get in a, a fighter plane and I was going to fly way up in
the air and the only people I would meet would be Germans
who was, a single man in another plane and I would shoot
him down of course but if it would be a real battle and I stood
a chance of being shot down too. So I applied for the RAF
and when it, when war was declared I sent off the form and
then I, eventually they, they, they sent it back for a short
service commission and I had to have a, a birth certificate.
My name is sort of German you know, we didn't have a passport
as Canadians, you didn't need it. I never did have a birth
certificate. There was a baptismal certificate somewhere
but mother and father living in Indian villages didn't bother
about registering our birth. So the air force said,
"Get your, wire your mother and tell her to get a lawyer
and sign a notary, a notary..."
Interviewer: An affidavit?
...an affidavit swearing that I was a legitimately born
and where etc. Well, mother wouldn't do it. Eventually
she said, "Come back to Canada and I'll think about it.
Come back and join the RCAF," which I did on borrowed
money. I am talking too much. Anyway.
Interviewer: Not at all.
That's how war came to me, and I had by this time,
I had lived for sometime in London, and I had a landlady,
Mrs. Hook, Mrs. Hook. Mr. and Mrs. Hook were very kind
to me and they were wonderful people of the lower class,
very strong supporters of the establishment and of the church,
and very convinced from the beginning that Hitler didn't stand
a chance, that, "He's a silly man and we'll, we'll put him
in his place." And so I, when I, when war came I thought about
them and I think it was these human contacts that I made
that, that made me convinced we had to do battle.