We did rescue the entire crew ( Part 2 of 2)

I mean it's the feeling of helplessness, even in that circumstance, when, when you're, you know, kind of, twice, three or four times the length of this room away from another ship. That you know that if they go in, there's not a whole lot you’re going to be able to do. It's a, it's a pretty challenging scenario. And I know that people, not just the air crew in flying, but the people who are engaged on the flight deck and getting the helicopter airborne and recovering it . . . very dangerous. We did everything we could in terms of going into the sea and, and all that, but you're still in a, in a horrendous, horrendous situation. And the same, actually . . . the next morning, in launching the Zodiacs at the same time as you're launching helicopters, you, you know, you're breaking a number of rules, but if you’ve got a very professional, skilled crew . . . I mean, if it had have, if, if someone had of got hurt or it hadn't worked, it would've been, it would've been my, my fault, but that's okay. You know, you're totally focussed on, on what you're trying to do. And what we were trying to do the night before, in addition to having the helicopter have a go, although we were pretty sure that it, it wouldn't work.. But it was important to, at least in terms of keeping the crew on the ship, with a sense that there was a presence, and, you know, we'd do everything we could. But what we were actually trying to do, was to float our life rafts down to, so we’d, we’d get upwind, up weather of, of the Ho Ming and launch our own life rafts, which were the kind that inflate. So we inflated a couple and tried to float them down. And in that scenario, what I was trying to do, was to keep the ship in the position, as close as possible, without drifting down onto the, to the ship, to enable the XO, who was on the quarterdeck, to float a life raft over to the Ho Ming, so that they could get into it. And then we would recover the life raft. But the, the wind was so strong, it was kind of hurricane force, that it . . . the rafts just kept blowing away as soon as they were, as soon as they were inflated. So, that's why we used the Zodiacs the next day, because the people had, had survival suits. And, at least, we were, we were comfortable by morning, or it was just dawn or just, just before dawn. So we used Zodiacs to have some control. But the crews involved in that all got Stars of Courage, because it was still a pretty, pretty challenging scenario.